Lord, let me sleep …..
Let me sleep forever, as no reason to awaken,
Let me dream for thousands fantasies, as no life that makes me happy,
Let me sail across unfinished seas, as no land to stand freely,
Let me Lord, please…..
I always remember the minute,
when you touch my lips,
the un-similar skin meets.
When the warmth fills me.
When heart beats rapidly,
and the beast inside me’s crying loudly,
to end the agony.
I have waited for so long…
Have traveled around and around….
But, nowhere to be found …
Where else I shall look at?
Which way I must direct?
And how can I detect?
Been searching you in many looks…
Been meeting with many moods…..
Still, you weren’t be hooked.
Do you look for me, too?
Longing to meet, to complete the empty beat?
Then, sailing a million drift?
Bring me back to the day before I knew you;
the day when I have not been enlightened by the addictive seduction,
the day when I have not felt longing for your fondling,
the day when I have not met the lonely night,
the day when I have not been introduced to the restless mind thinking over about you,
because as much as I am delighted by your presence, LOVE….
I can not stop to think the misery that I shall carry when you leave me.
19th May, 2017
The warmth when you look at me,
The tingle when you touch me,
The shivering when you caress me,
The fire when you are inside of me,
it is burning the whole out of me like I am in hell.
I can see the intense look in your eyes, the eyes with full of desire, admire, inquisitiveness, but also promise and hope,
I can feel the flame through your eyes, the burning excitement, longing and craving for love that rips my heart and haunts my soul,
It is so visual that any one can sense it … but frightened me in a way that I am unable to figure out.
Then, how shall I translate my feeling when I do not even understand the fear in my heart?
How do you recognize love? Is it in the never ending text messaging? In the long conversations that never bored you? In the many hours of sleeps that you have lost by overthinking about someone? In the lust and desire that give you a new meaning of the word “addiction”? In the constant thought about someone that always gives you a sweet distraction and brings warmth in your heart and smile on your face inadvertently?
Is that called love???