This illogical thought,
is like illusion.
This unstoppable thinking about you,
has darkened my head with cloudiness.
Blinded me ….
How can I stop this desire?
How can I hold this ecstasy?
The crave that always be there….
Is never coming to end.
I am drowning ….. into my own fantasy.
I don’t know how much longer I can stand.
There’s something about you that I can not fight.
It’s just like drug that I always need.
An addiction that I can not handle.
I am puzzled ….
…. yet, unwilling to be rescued.